just an update... so so sad

Hello guys!
I will post my recent haul sooner I get the chance.
I'm not in the mood, and I'm so sorry.
Blogger is having some errors right now
I can't see blog updates...
I know, I'm not the only one experiencing these problems.
Lot of our fellow bloggers are experiencing errors in their followers list.

Well, someone very special to me made my heart broken.
It's my boyfriend.
I felt that I'm so stupid that I'd given him another chance before.
I trusted him even though it's very hard for me.

When I wake up this morning, I had this odd feeling that I have to check his mail account.
To my surprise, there is an offline message from this one guy
(should I say gay) named Francis Dizon.

Here's the message: (I'll not translate it in English)
Francis: Hi hon! San ka ngayon? Maya na yung bday ng friend ko. Kita tayo sa Ministop 8:30 (October 23, 2009, 2:19am)

I broke down in tears after reading that. I have shallow tears, you know.
I tried calling my boyfriend's phone but to my dismay it was off.
I don't wanna question him anymore.
Ever since I had this feeling that he's cheating on me.
I don't know what to do right now.

Bye for now.
Thanks for reading my post!